Thursday, May 27, 2010
Annoyed
I am so sick of disappointments, be it people or events.
I let you be in charge of one thing because I've been so darn busy tanking the other project.
I spent weeks of sleepless nights doing my part, and the "good work" is considered a good "group" effort.
You think your part is so unimportant that you do a less-than-satisfactory job, and then I'm dragged in. Thanks!
Would you just stop riding on my work? Claiming credit, pushing the blame? I AM ANNOYED.
I should just stop expecting more (or at all) from some people.
I let you be in charge of one thing because I've been so darn busy tanking the other project.
I spent weeks of sleepless nights doing my part, and the "good work" is considered a good "group" effort.
You think your part is so unimportant that you do a less-than-satisfactory job, and then I'm dragged in. Thanks!
Would you just stop riding on my work? Claiming credit, pushing the blame? I AM ANNOYED.
I should just stop expecting more (or at all) from some people.
# posted at 10:40 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010
Breathless
I am seriously bogged up with so much nonsense it's suffocating me.
1. Math lecture test tomorrow. 3 topics. Not planning to try anymore.
2. Two consecutive concerts. 20 days.
3. PW. Sometimes I wonder why I bother.
4. Annoyingly inefficient teachers who can't even do a simple thing like order the tickets we fully deserve EARLIER. Now the freaking show is sold out. How difficult is it, really? A few clicks on the web? Is HC so hard-up that they have to conjure some lame excuse to avoid paying for our tickets? Hmm? So MICA dropped the project and our time is less important? Seriously? So now we'll never get to watch the show? (Unless they do another re-run after another 20 years. But that is unlikely.)
On a healthier note, today brought me relieving news. And I am shocked that even more people can actually read my mind. This is absolutely terrifying (albeit in positive way).
Best of all, HCCO Japan Tour is in 23 days. Excited!
1. Math lecture test tomorrow. 3 topics. Not planning to try anymore.
2. Two consecutive concerts. 20 days.
3. PW. Sometimes I wonder why I bother.
4. Annoyingly inefficient teachers who can't even do a simple thing like order the tickets we fully deserve EARLIER. Now the freaking show is sold out. How difficult is it, really? A few clicks on the web? Is HC so hard-up that they have to conjure some lame excuse to avoid paying for our tickets? Hmm? So MICA dropped the project and our time is less important? Seriously? So now we'll never get to watch the show? (Unless they do another re-run after another 20 years. But that is unlikely.)
On a healthier note, today brought me relieving news. And I am shocked that even more people can actually read my mind. This is absolutely terrifying (albeit in positive way).
Best of all, HCCO Japan Tour is in 23 days. Excited!
# posted at 9:35 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
Ouch
Why am I always the last to find out the most important things?
I suspected it all along, I was never sure. Maybe I was just deluding myself. /:
I suspected it all along, I was never sure. Maybe I was just deluding myself. /:
# posted at 10:41 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Can die
Dear juniors, if you think that secondary school is busy, please brace yourselves for JC. ):
The pressure continues to pile on, but I can feel my work capacity is being stretched. Things like PW and HCCO keep me on tenterhooks. But I wonder if all this hard work is going to pay off. Disappointment is a cruel thing.
Maybe I ask life for too much in return. Maybe I shouldn't try so hard and live by luck. /:
I should stop being a tank ;__;
The pressure continues to pile on, but I can feel my work capacity is being stretched. Things like PW and HCCO keep me on tenterhooks. But I wonder if all this hard work is going to pay off. Disappointment is a cruel thing.
Maybe I ask life for too much in return. Maybe I shouldn't try so hard and live by luck. /:
I should stop being a tank ;__;
# posted at 5:54 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Stunned
I just found someone who can actually subconsciously read my mind! o.o Freaky.
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Hanging out with the HCCO people is really awesome. I can sense my commitment growing. But the work piles on! PW, lecture tests, rehearsals... I wonder if I'll survive.
Tomorrow: CCA, CIP, Animal Farm. Prepared to fail Chemistry on Monday.
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Hanging out with the HCCO people is really awesome. I can sense my commitment growing. But the work piles on! PW, lecture tests, rehearsals... I wonder if I'll survive.
Tomorrow: CCA, CIP, Animal Farm. Prepared to fail Chemistry on Monday.
# posted at 12:07 AM